February 24, 2006

:: if it wasn't this... i'd be something different ::

There's only one word to describe it... tailspin. That's what this past month has been. One tailspin after another. The 'neverending' project with the over anal client. Quiting the old job and starting the new one. Buying a cheap car and discovering its qwirks at the most inconvientent of times. Surviving a cold and an eye infection. And having the boy suddenly dump me. All of which resulted in me not eating or sleeping right. Its been fun.

These days I don't know what to do with myself. Everything's been turned upside down and there's not much left to salvage. I really don't know what I'd do without the prayers of my friends and family. They're the ones pulling me through this mess.

I guess the only thing I can do is hold on to the hope I have left and give everything I can to make it grow again.

:: Under the shadow of Your wings I will find a hiding place ::

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