:: patiently ::

Why today? Why did he look different today? Why now?

I felt the shift. I felt the change of heart. I saw it in his face.

Why did you do that? Why today?

God, help me with my unbelief.

Help me guard my heart.

Guard my mind, too. Keep it from wandering in and out of daydreams.

Teach me to wait. Patiently.