:: unbelief ::

hey god.

i think i'm back in that place again. that place where i question why and doubt how. that place where i know you exist but, for whatever reason, am not convinced of your plans actually taking place or seeing any evidence of it forming.

why do i end up here? how do i escape?

i want to believe you are working here... i do. but it just seems too ridiculous, too... short of a miracle, you know?

am i just being too human again?

lord, help me with my unbelief.